Flashlight Idiosyncrasy by VanessaHolly, literature
Literature
Flashlight Idiosyncrasy
Lost in half asleep world, it may be dark right now,
But I assure you I'll leave that behind by morning.
The clock is not my friend, but I can strike him down.
Be careful, middle of night-time, who you're scorning,
You'll soon see who is laughing when it's morning.
I will warn you once and see what comes of warning.
Obscurity may be my eye's favored outpost.
Blindness was the curse I coveted late in the day
The clock is frustrating, but I can strike him down.
I never have to join the dead in their affray
Unless it strikes my fancy late in the day.
But I would rather close my eyes and try to say
Something about the restlessness her
She is sitting in the grass and her hand is like a bird
Picking in the grass for a worm or for a word.
Pretty little,
Pretty little
Daughter on the lawn,
Won't you raise your eyes on up.
Breaking hearts at dawn.
Winking in the sun, naked house on the desert dirt,
Old white house, wouldn't you want any clo'es?
Would you want some slippers, like,
A garden nodding on your toes?
Pretty little,
Pretty little
Dancer in the dust.
Would you want a hat, like,
Foliage or a mote of trust?
Electric Blanket Beach by VanessaHolly, literature
Literature
Electric Blanket Beach
Angels weep sometimes, you know
Their tears are white or lightly tanned
And warm as warm as warm as sand.
The sun is where the angels sleep
And make their feather beds all deep
With dreams and here their pillows keep.
Trees grow up where angels glance,
Not sudden like an army advance,
But slow as lovers' final dance.
Angels weep in sorrow true.
They wonder at what men will do,
And could rejoice for but a few.
Restoration raveling;
Sweet secrets out of God's own hand,
As warm as warm as warm as sand.
A knock on your door and a
Foot on the threshold
Was never enough summons,
Never lived up to a key.
You make excuses for
All her abuses
Of your trust and your
Forgiving nature,
But I never will agree.
Well, I guess it's about time to go.
We're running for the horizon tonight
And we believe we'll make it although
We're hobbled by our deepest thoughts.
Let's have one more drink or so,
For the road ahead
Is looping back towards our demise.
But at least it's free,
And I thought this would be
The time to mention
Our goal is right behind us;
Going far is not the key.
Well, I guess it's about time to go.
I was shooting for wise
If there are things I should have said,
pretend they didn't faint for lack of air.
All my words spilled past my broken hair,
streamers in the wind just barely
scotch-taped to the tree branches but I need to
tie down tie down tie down these promises.
Relaxing on a forest floor in Autumn
there would be no screen between me
and my deepest refuge where my dreams grow high
without roots and without ceilings into the sky.
You faced me squarely but I could say I need to
tie down these far-flung wreaths of word and deed.
One,
I would like fear to know
I refuse to be afraid today.
Two,
I knew hope would embrace me
And betray me, stab my heart.
Two promises,
Twice the word graven in stone.
There are countless reasons
I can't allow myself to believe.
I've lost so many billion times before.
There was no dignity I could retrieve.
Hope is a relentless star
It digs into a soul
Like a worm into an apple,
But once it has reached the core
It will stab my heart.
With its fangs, hope is a betrayer.
And
One,
I will cry because there's
Nothing else the pain will allow me to do.
And
Two,
I'll live.
I lived like this because I was angry.
Why are things so easy and
How could things be so easy?
Destiny can't be sinless.
We all slip up and fall;
And these temptations, after all,
Will someday be my undoing.
I lived on the railway line in summer.
It was simple and took little thought
And I knew all the lines were bought.
Every step is gentle.
The trains have eyefulls of windows;
Their stares breathe down my neck.
The grass will slap the wall
And these temptations, after all,
Will someday be my undoing.
Destiny can't help but be angry
When I laugh in its face once more.
I guess my heart's contagious
Because I wondered how
H
The Title Belongs at the End by VanessaHolly, literature
Literature
The Title Belongs at the End
Shrill hopes and dreams
Flog the backs of heads.
Fingers galloping forward
Are the cavalry in the war;
To fall and to die
Where they fall,
That's the idea.
Exhaustion is a hungry friend,
Kneading skin beneath fingers prying,
Bones swell up in your skeleton
When rain runs rampant on the air.
Shrill hopes and dreams
Watch you sleeping,
Fingers twitching to rhythms
Simple daydreams never portrayed.
To fall and to die,
Yes, to die,
That's the idea.
We never knew red and blue,
I and you.
...Funny how things change so fast
When the rain is trampling the grass.
And now the title:
The Idea is Rain
Toxicity warning.
Toxicity...
Abounds.
Naked hands, palms up, sprawling; swoon,
In the gray, chalk-soft dirt and on
The rocks, porous, fragment of moon,
Memory of far weightlessness,
Of far brutal, desperate, hectic.
Sightings of far removed places.
Acquiring all things noetic,
The purified truth, arcane maths,
Paths deemed heretical, sometimes
(Something in those forbidden paths...)
All books; all efforts poetic,
Novels, reflections prosaic
All measures more energetic,
To build, complete the mosaic
Growing along the plastic roads,
The city block on an atom
Hurtling towards Saturn's nodes
(Ranvier's exist no longer;
But t
Flashlight Idiosyncrasy by VanessaHolly, literature
Literature
Flashlight Idiosyncrasy
Lost in half asleep world, it may be dark right now,
But I assure you I'll leave that behind by morning.
The clock is not my friend, but I can strike him down.
Be careful, middle of night-time, who you're scorning,
You'll soon see who is laughing when it's morning.
I will warn you once and see what comes of warning.
Obscurity may be my eye's favored outpost.
Blindness was the curse I coveted late in the day
The clock is frustrating, but I can strike him down.
I never have to join the dead in their affray
Unless it strikes my fancy late in the day.
But I would rather close my eyes and try to say
Something about the restlessness her
She is sitting in the grass and her hand is like a bird
Picking in the grass for a worm or for a word.
Pretty little,
Pretty little
Daughter on the lawn,
Won't you raise your eyes on up.
Breaking hearts at dawn.
Winking in the sun, naked house on the desert dirt,
Old white house, wouldn't you want any clo'es?
Would you want some slippers, like,
A garden nodding on your toes?
Pretty little,
Pretty little
Dancer in the dust.
Would you want a hat, like,
Foliage or a mote of trust?
Electric Blanket Beach by VanessaHolly, literature
Literature
Electric Blanket Beach
Angels weep sometimes, you know
Their tears are white or lightly tanned
And warm as warm as warm as sand.
The sun is where the angels sleep
And make their feather beds all deep
With dreams and here their pillows keep.
Trees grow up where angels glance,
Not sudden like an army advance,
But slow as lovers' final dance.
Angels weep in sorrow true.
They wonder at what men will do,
And could rejoice for but a few.
Restoration raveling;
Sweet secrets out of God's own hand,
As warm as warm as warm as sand.
A knock on your door and a
Foot on the threshold
Was never enough summons,
Never lived up to a key.
You make excuses for
All her abuses
Of your trust and your
Forgiving nature,
But I never will agree.
Well, I guess it's about time to go.
We're running for the horizon tonight
And we believe we'll make it although
We're hobbled by our deepest thoughts.
Let's have one more drink or so,
For the road ahead
Is looping back towards our demise.
But at least it's free,
And I thought this would be
The time to mention
Our goal is right behind us;
Going far is not the key.
Well, I guess it's about time to go.
I was shooting for wise
If there are things I should have said,
pretend they didn't faint for lack of air.
All my words spilled past my broken hair,
streamers in the wind just barely
scotch-taped to the tree branches but I need to
tie down tie down tie down these promises.
Relaxing on a forest floor in Autumn
there would be no screen between me
and my deepest refuge where my dreams grow high
without roots and without ceilings into the sky.
You faced me squarely but I could say I need to
tie down these far-flung wreaths of word and deed.
One,
I would like fear to know
I refuse to be afraid today.
Two,
I knew hope would embrace me
And betray me, stab my heart.
Two promises,
Twice the word graven in stone.
There are countless reasons
I can't allow myself to believe.
I've lost so many billion times before.
There was no dignity I could retrieve.
Hope is a relentless star
It digs into a soul
Like a worm into an apple,
But once it has reached the core
It will stab my heart.
With its fangs, hope is a betrayer.
And
One,
I will cry because there's
Nothing else the pain will allow me to do.
And
Two,
I'll live.
I lived like this because I was angry.
Why are things so easy and
How could things be so easy?
Destiny can't be sinless.
We all slip up and fall;
And these temptations, after all,
Will someday be my undoing.
I lived on the railway line in summer.
It was simple and took little thought
And I knew all the lines were bought.
Every step is gentle.
The trains have eyefulls of windows;
Their stares breathe down my neck.
The grass will slap the wall
And these temptations, after all,
Will someday be my undoing.
Destiny can't help but be angry
When I laugh in its face once more.
I guess my heart's contagious
Because I wondered how
H
The Title Belongs at the End by VanessaHolly, literature
Literature
The Title Belongs at the End
Shrill hopes and dreams
Flog the backs of heads.
Fingers galloping forward
Are the cavalry in the war;
To fall and to die
Where they fall,
That's the idea.
Exhaustion is a hungry friend,
Kneading skin beneath fingers prying,
Bones swell up in your skeleton
When rain runs rampant on the air.
Shrill hopes and dreams
Watch you sleeping,
Fingers twitching to rhythms
Simple daydreams never portrayed.
To fall and to die,
Yes, to die,
That's the idea.
We never knew red and blue,
I and you.
...Funny how things change so fast
When the rain is trampling the grass.
And now the title:
The Idea is Rain
Toxicity warning.
Toxicity...
Abounds.
Naked hands, palms up, sprawling; swoon,
In the gray, chalk-soft dirt and on
The rocks, porous, fragment of moon,
Memory of far weightlessness,
Of far brutal, desperate, hectic.
Sightings of far removed places.
Acquiring all things noetic,
The purified truth, arcane maths,
Paths deemed heretical, sometimes
(Something in those forbidden paths...)
All books; all efforts poetic,
Novels, reflections prosaic
All measures more energetic,
To build, complete the mosaic
Growing along the plastic roads,
The city block on an atom
Hurtling towards Saturn's nodes
(Ranvier's exist no longer;
But t
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The Secret Town
by Ogden Nash
There is a town within a town,
Where my true love walks alone,
And green, oh meadow green, is her gown,
And daffodil gold her shoon.
Unto that silent, secret place,
No street, no alley, leads.
A town without a market place,
No huckster crowd it feeds.
The wagon wheels without the wall,
They are not heard within.
The angry bells that clash and call,
They may not enter in.
And thunderheads their thunder lose;
Such is the stillness there,
That in the grassy avenues
The deer feeds, and the hare.
And there the h